Her brother's final letter revealed her combat medic instructor was targeting her the same way he'd tormented her fallen sibling
Kai’s letter burned in my pocket, a constant, physical reminder of Thorne’s cruelty. My grief for Kai had transformed into a raw, righteous anger. The betrayal was double: not just his death, but the deliberate, calculated torment he endured before it. My brother wasn’t just a casualty of training; he was a victim of psychological warfare.
I spent the next few days in a haze, mechanically going through my training, but my mind was elsewhere. It was fixated on Thorne, on Kai’s words, on Colonel Reed’s warnings. I needed more. I needed to understand the mechanics of what Thorne had done.
I started devouring every medical text I could find on military psychology, stress induction, and combat-related psychological trauma. I pored over articles on ethical training practices, looking for any mention of tactics that mirrored Kai’s experiences. The base library became my sanctuary.
One afternoon, buried in a stack of journals, I overheard a conversation from the next aisle. A woman’s voice, clear and professional, was discussing something with a librarian.
“I’m looking for older texts on advanced stress-induction protocols,” she said. “Specifically, anything referencing methods deemed ‘unethical’ or ‘excessive’ in the early 2000s. I’m Dr. Lena Hansen, civilian consultant for the base.”
My ears perked up. Unethical. Excessive. Stress-induction. This was exactly what I was searching for.
I cautiously peered around the bookshelf. Dr. Hansen was a woman in her late forties, with kind, intelligent eyes and a no-nonsense demeanor. She wore civilian clothes, but carried herself with an air of authority.
“Many of those older protocols were thankfully phased out,” the librarian replied. “They often crossed ethical boundaries, didn’t they? Inducing severe disorientation, learned helplessness…”
Learned helplessness. The words hit me with the force of a physical blow. That was it. That was what Kai described, what Thorne was doing to me. The systematic undermining of confidence until you felt powerless.
My heart hammered against my ribs. This was my chance.
I took a deep breath, collected my courage, and stepped out from behind the shelves. “Excuse me, Dr. Hansen?”
She turned, her expression curious but open. “Yes, Specialist?”
“My name is Anya Sharma,” I introduced myself, trying to keep my voice steady. “I… I couldn’t help but overhear your conversation. About unethical stress induction.”
“A sensitive topic,” she acknowledged, a flicker of something in her eyes. “Are you doing research for a class project?”
I hesitated, then made a decision. I pulled Kai’s crumpled letter from my pocket. “No, Ma’am. This is… personal. My brother. He was a combat medic. He died in a training accident last month.”
Her expression softened, a genuine empathy shining through. “I’m so sorry, Specialist. That’s a terrible loss.”
“Thank you,” I said, my voice thick. “But I think… I think his death wasn’t just an accident. Not entirely. I think he was deliberately broken. Psychologically.”
I held out Kai’s letter. “He wrote this just before he died. It talks about his instructor. Staff Sergeant Thorne.”
Dr. Hansen took the letter, her brow furrowing slightly as she recognized Thorne’s name. She unfolded the water-damaged paper carefully and began to read. Her eyes moved quickly across the lines, her expression growing increasingly concerned, then a flash of alarm.
As she read Kai’s descriptions of comms cutting out, misidentifying targets, the constant insults and isolation, I watched her face. Her jaw tightened, and her intelligent eyes widened with recognition.
When she finished, she looked up, her gaze piercing. “Specialist Sharma… this is deeply disturbing.”
“Is it… is it what I think it is, Ma’am?” I asked, my voice trembling with the fear of confirmation, and the desperate hope for it. “Is this… learned helplessness?”
Dr. Hansen nodded slowly. “Precisely. The systematic erosion of confidence, the deliberate manipulation of sensory input, the constant demeaning rhetoric – it’s designed to induce a state of ‘learned helplessness.’ To make the subject believe they have no control, that their efforts are futile, that they are fundamentally incompetent.”
“Is it a recognized training technique?” I pressed.
She shook her head emphatically. “Absolutely not. Not anymore. These are tactics from a darker chapter of military psychology. They were primarily used, or rather experimented with, in psychological warfare contexts, to break prisoners or induce compliance. Never, ever for ethical training of one’s own personnel.”
Her words were a validation, a painful confirmation. My brother hadn’t imagined it. He hadn’t been weak. He had been a target of something insidious, something banned.
“The way he describes the equipment malfunctions, the perceptual distortions…” Dr. Hansen mused, tapping the letter. “It’s all part of the same methodology. Create an environment where nothing works, where the individual’s senses betray them, then blame them for the failures. It’s cruel. And it can have devastating psychological consequences.”
My mind flashed back to Thorne’s “pink mask” incident, the doctored photos, the “malfunctioning” diagnostic equipment, the Class Five simulation he’d requested for me. It wasn’t just a parallel; it was a continuation. He was replicating the same psychological assault on me.
“He’s doing it to me, too,” I confessed, my voice raw. “The pink mask, the insubordination report, the ‘malfunctioning’ equipment. He just requested a Class Five trauma scenario for my final evaluation – multi-system failure, complex extrication, active environmental stressors. Colonel Reed warned me he targets those he perceives as ‘vulnerable’.”
Dr. Hansen’s eyes narrowed. “A Class Five, specifically requested for you? That’s not a test, Specialist. That’s an attack. He’s using the same playbook, isn’t he? He wants to recreate the conditions that broke your brother, but this time with you.”
The clarity was terrifying, but also empowering. I wasn’t crazy. I wasn’t imagining things. Thorne was a danger, a walking violation of ethical conduct.
“What can I do, Ma’am?” I asked, my voice firm now, laced with a new resolve. “I have to stop him. For Kai.”
Dr. Hansen folded the letter and handed it back to me. “This letter is powerful. It’s evidence. But in a military court, it’s a posthumous account, easy for a seasoned NCO to dismiss as a recruit’s ‘stress-induced paranoia.’ You need more than just Kai’s word, as heartbreaking as it is.”
“What kind of evidence?”
“You need something concrete. Something that proves Thorne’s intent, his pattern of behavior, his systematic manipulation. Hard data, records, other witnesses.” She paused, her gaze thoughtful. “And you need to expose him without putting yourself in more danger.”
“He’s already initiated a formal investigation against me,” I said, thinking of the “insubordination” report. “He’s trying to get me court-martialed.”
Dr. Hansen’s expression hardened. “He’s trying to silence you. To discredit you before you can expose him. This is exactly how individuals like Thorne operate. They turn the tables, make the victim the aggressor.”
A new plan began to form in my mind, cold and clear. Thorne wanted to break me in the simulation. He wanted to recreate Kai’s torment. But now, armed with Kai’s words and Dr. Hansen’s insights, I knew his playbook. I knew what to expect.
“Thank you, Dr. Hansen,” I said, a new resolve steeling my voice. “You’ve given me a lot to think about.”
She placed a hand on my arm. “Be careful, Specialist. Thorne is dangerous. But knowing his methods is your best defense. Don’t let him get into your head. Trust what you know, and trust yourself.”
I left the library, Kai’s letter still clutched in my hand, my mind racing. Thorne had made a critical error. He had awakened the sleeping lion. He thought he was preparing a trap, but he had just given me the blueprint to disarm him.
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